CHAPTER

The choices I've made

 Have brought me this far 

I'm finally realizing 

Who you really are

I was fooled and in a daze 

By your charming but Insecure ways 

I was blinded by what I couldn't see 

But really i was hurt 

By what you did to me

This pain, these feelings 

Can't be erased 

But moving forward I guess

We needed space

Where were you, I needed you 

But all you did was tell lies 

Never the truth 

So as i continue this chapter 

To find love 

I will always once remember 

What it was.

 By: Me!!!!

Simply Honest

Its been 2 years since I've been on here. Sorry everyone I had so much stuff going on i couldn't keep up. Now I'm back and will posting up some new poetry!

ASLEEP

As I dream about you
I begin to wonder
Is what I'm seeing true
You seem so real
In that sense
But only to wake up
And realize that was
Past tense
You had such a vibe
That was hard to describe
In a way that
Had me surprised
I was captured deeply
By the way I felt
Completely
Only to recognize
These feelings were
For only that moment
In time
When life shows
You things
You have never seen
In a unconscious state
In a spiritual way
That has brighten my day..

MOMENTUM

My soul burns for you
I don't know why
But It's deep
Like the Magma Building up
Or like the Sweltering sun
Heating up...
It wants to explode
Its waiting to feel, touch, hear you
In a way that makes you quiver
I'm telling it to stop
But its saying Its too hot
Its waiting for the cool
Essence
That flows like a River
But feels like a breeze to
Quietly, Instantly, raise upon
To put that fire at ease
For this shall end my
Desire to be pleased...

AFFLICTED

Blinded with problems
My life I couldn't see
They were so dark
So dreary
So Intense
Was It me..
It was such a bother
Day by day
My faith was weak
In a distraughtful way
Caught were my emotions
Trapped In, left out
Shame and anger
My mind full of doubt
I'm In a state
Of an Illusion
I must come to terms
With whats Important
Like opening my eyes
Thus my conclusion.

THE CHASE

They say stop
We say no
They say wait
We say go
I want more from you
You want more from me
Never they say
Together we will be
These thoughts are neutral
But our feelings are mutual
Believing them I knew I would
Their lies, their games
I thought I should
Its coming down on us so
Strong
Feeling guilty
Is that wrong
This game we are playing
Needs to end
Before the real challenge
Of love begins.

FALSE INTENTIONS

I feel like crying
Sometimes I feel like dying
Trying to find that peace
That is not still
Sometimes I will
Sometimes I wont
As I slowly dwindle
Time is running out
To save a soul
That has lost it's glow
That stands out
But stays hidden
I yearn for this
For I know
Wont last long
But once this moment
Comes along
Hopefully this feeling
Will never be strong
My destiny, my soul depends on you..
For my love for life stays true...